Pathological apathy
The people that I want to share a feature that has always been peculiar to me, and the last time significantly increased. Or hell.... the problem.... although, how can you call a problem that does not cause discomfort?Shorter! All my life I was not interested in what is interesting to most people. It all started in childhood. Everyone liked to play with cars, I don't. The parents bought them, piled high, but I didn't duplan what the buzz roll it on the floor and imagine that it's true? Exactly like and never liked to walk. My parents said - go for a walk! Or peers - walk! I don't understand: where will I go when I don't have a specific goal? Just walk down the street? Why? Because walking is the only way of transporting your body from point A to point B. For this, the parents sometimes gave me a job (to get bread), so I was able to go outside. Also I never understood what joy in the fellowship as such? Because communication is just a means of transmitting information do you know what is needed, said what they wanted and .... all! How can I communicate just for the sake of communication? Bored of the same? What am I going anybody say, if I expect nothing from him to know and for him I don't have the right information? In this last respect, I was always accused that I quickly end the conversation and I didn't understand what the claim? I told you what you wanted, why continue talking?
Then my apathy grew with me. All men love cars, I don't. Machines are exactly. Everyone is looking to some cool tachilu: Wow! See, this is BMW X6! What a body! What a beauty! And I look not vduplyaesh, what they enjoy? Well, the car.... Well, 4 wheels on it, ride it.... Well, beautiful (although to be honest, nowadays all the cars look the same - like soap)..... But then what? I sat, drove, and went out. I just stare at her? I and the Cossack with the same success could be reached, and the result would be the same!
By the way, was this story: I was returning home late, got out of the subway, to the house we still have to go, and ground transport is not running, you will have the car to catch. At metro in ryadochek are fish, approach first, ask: like, how much area to ride? He says - 300 rubles, why I say: che so much? Then go 10 minutes! (it was 2008, at that time expensive) And he told me: what a ride! Tajiks Zhiguli cheaper! I was more you went to the Tajiks and drove to the house for 80 rubles. On the road to thinking: what durachok? Time - 2 a.m. I have to drive home (I was drunk), not once do I bolt the machine to go! Yes, even on the Mare, the main thing to get home! Here's how to understand it? And because someone went with him, once worth! That is, someone willing to pay triple that just for the make of the car? Not understand.....
And the story continues! On past cars I also had a side of the gadgets I bought a phone and went with him 10 years until he down not out, and now bought another and will use it while working. What's the difference - Apple or not? Moreover, the functions my phone has all that and an expensive tube to pay for what? For the brand? Not interested in great football, which makes everything scream. And a few times I seriously tried to watch on TV and even once was at the match..... All the times went running out. Well, men running around on the field and chase the ball well, got them in the gate, and where the laugh that you need? Here I can't understand what's so interesting?
In the end, the fascination I had, but little - loved movies, because this little life, loved the game, because it is a kind of simulation of life. The number was only those from which you can benefit in life (Boxing, knife throwing, shooting) and the competition never went, and why? Well I learned to shoot and all, the goal is achieved. And what for to me someone to prove that I'm better than him in this matter? Let him be a better somebody else, what do I care! And so in all. From the post of chief at the time refused. They're like, Hey! Well this is cool! And I said, salary is higher? - no. Vacation longer? - no. No bonuses, and hemorrhoids will be added, and why?
But recently generally ceased to evoke joy. Now I do not care! As mentioned in the famous movie trying to want to want something)) does anyone had something similar?
ColonelJason
Yes, they have, neuroses, and what are sexual problems?
at_sagor
Yes, it is clear that you will not find here, just theme free all write about their own, decided to share
KingBaby
peer))
the endless misanthropy of the black cosmos
sodyut for it)) is dangerous
Russian_Lawyer
Oops, I'm not the only one. But I think I got it from laziness. Well, it doesn't bother me. Also in childhood instead of playing with toys examined and dismantled, just to see how they work. Do not like to talk, but listen to how others live is interesting. Don't see the point walk, etc.
In short, I do not see this as a problem, buzz you can catch just from nothing. From the fact that you like where you are(Damn, even just from the silence to take a ride after the work day). From what started the alarm in the output, carotid stood pohavat, and then went back (sometimes the same before work is desire). Try to Wake up your imagination(to paint something or try to collect in the head from pieces of your favorite songs the new), since you bleak. Or to force yourself to go out and not to just go, as usual, go to work, and to gawk or in the Park to sit alone. Maybe it sounds strange, but I mean that if the universal joy not happy, it is always possible to find.
AR3E
Despair, betrayal, sadness, jealousy, anger, grief, injustice, lies, cynicism, suffering, death...
ColonelJason
The question of relations? Yes, they Chan ass wipe, then potsik will definitely depart. The tediousness will be added disheartening and sad hip-hop about the samosas with onion
Spoiler
the endless misanthropy of the black cosmos
well, you can wipe because you're so depressed junkie, and I have depression no, did I complain? I have negative emotions is also not the case (plus sort). I don't think the world is bad and it is one evil, sadness, etc. I Just don't care about him))
the endless misanthropy of the black cosmos
not at all, you just repeated the previous post rescuer of emotions, only in other words
It's not apathy.You just realize what it is,don't make much fuss,if you don't need it,don't follow the herd,set your priorities correctly.
Russian_Lawyer
heh, heh... Cho, cynical apathy (supposedly) still for sale in this dump?
Russian_Lawyer
Apparently objective reality is not for you. In such cases it is necessary to change it. Maybe the thinking will change, interests will appear. As available information about studied empirically the effects of drugs on various psycho no, it is impossible to say for sure. You can Vyritsa from the realization of futility. So I'm not in any way suggest, especially Tasch captain does not sleep, but as an option you can consider.
Sodyut, of course, only do this to sell or to arouse the suspicion of inappropriate behavior in public places. What is one thing more characteristic of assholes, so sodyut true, for nefig, it is necessary to behave decently, well, operas and show sostadanie and understanding to people, for which the climax is have a bath or to eat.
Dachau author for the very same.Dude,you're not alone.
PY SY:plyusanul would for Tsoi but I don't care and laziness.
I have the opposite. I everything is of interest, for the idea of ass to shreds will tear (their own and others) sometimes try to impose their crazy ideas to friends. I think you TC, you need to have a close half-wit like me.