Happy New Year to those who have no sentiment.

Hello, everybody! Happy New year again.
In this post I will describe only what I have in my soul. I will be interested to read your comments.
Every year the mood is getting worse and worse. And to say there is not all sorts of people, they say, that you grew up in, so you don't have any new year mood, before you created parents, and now you have yourself it's all nonsense. Life itself has changed. That's deep inside of you I'm sure has this same thought. You, too, can feel it all changing? It's not about growing up some, I'm turning 21 in January, and I still want to feel yourself a child. Status, material possessions - never for me the key role. I want to Wake up again the boy who is looking for a gift at the Christmas tree. I so want to feel again that there are no worries in life, drop all ballast. So you want to play again in some the Sega, dandy, PlayStation 1. So you want to see again a happy family who are happy for me, corny for the fact that I grew up, even though it sounds a bit arrogant, but you understand. And this is not infantilism.
Explain why life has become so gray? Well, because it's all nonsense, that all depends on us. The mood can be artificially created, but is it real?

Tell us your stories that you have inside?

And to be always a little child
is the highest in the world adulthood.

Yevtushenko.