Things for which you are ashamed.

Do you have those? I have.
Preface. I have a brother. He unlike me talented. And I like that. I also have a bunch of psihologicheskih zabolevanii: OCD, sometimes hallucinations, anxiety, stupidity, etc. From childhood I was jealous of his stupid brother. All I was able to achieve at school - diploma with triples and a look full of relief with the Director. Finally, he left us - could be seen in it. My brother though and not a diploma was, but he was well versed in the topics, all the control at 4-5. I was obasan fate.
In 7th grade I was sure that while I sleep, my brother drains me of genius. I was sure that I was a genius, and he is the one who sucks it up a bit.So I began to fight him. I stopped sleeping and watched him. I couldn't sleep. Started hiding his work, tutorials. I took revenge, I took a break on it.(that's why it was not a diploma - I tried). But my brother was good, and I was envious vengeful creature who ate his sorrows. I became rude classmates. For that I received. OCD is also pushed to conflict. I even peed in the portfolio brother. T. K. thought he cursed me and I will remove this curse. Once I even broke in the middle of class to class brother, where he wrote a test and broke it. Were many such incident. I was transferred to another school. Even the psychiatrist wanted to show. When my brother finished school, went to College and moved out. I nedavno came to visit him, wanted money to take sober )))) - refused. See offended)))). For all this I am very ashamed in front of him. And you have such things for which you are ashamed.